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Days like this

When I have absolutely no appetite, that’s my way of knowing when depression has sunk in the greatest..

I had to force myself to eat this morning. I never thought I’d be back to this point.

Describing exactly how it feels to someone whom has never experienced the sensation of ‘your brain telling you to eat but not finding food appetizing’ is difficult. 

I will mention that not craving food in the case of depression is not intentional.
I have always loved food.. so when I all the sudden reject it, there is definitely something not right.

The lowest weight I got to was 93 ilbs.

I weigh 98 now.

  1. darkturnofmind said: So sorry to hear. The same exact thing happens to me. My MD put me on Remeron, it really kickstarted my appetite again, also helped with insomnia. If interested, def ask your Dr. if it might be a good option for you. Keep your head up.
  2. letthechaosreign said: Build a separation between what you feel and what you want and you will be able to force yourself to eat.
  3. hilfloses-tier said: Things will get better, power on.
  4. loliitaaa said: I hear you.
  5. maliciousintent said: Sending you hope. x
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