December 2011
26 posts
“Never love anyone who treats you like you’re ordinary.”
– Oscar Wilde (via katelizabeth)
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When you were young
You sit there in your heartache Waiting on some beautiful boy To to save you from your old ways You play forgiveness Watch it now- here he comes He doesn’t look a thing like Jesus But he talks like a gentlemen Like you imagined when you were young Can we climb this mountain I don’t know Higher now than ever before I know we can make it if we take it slow ...
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Skype/AIM
Was considering making accounts for both if anyone was interested in talking?
A support system always helps..
A Swan Song | Black Swan (OS)
Together
but still apart
I am yearning to feel complete
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4 am
Wide awake.
I do admit though, my insomnia had been doing well as of late.
Spoke too fast I guess.
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Dreams
Mine have always been extremely vivid since I was a child, which can be a wonderful thing, but also frightening depending on what the dream is about.
Last night.. was.. very scary.
I can’t recall all of it, what stands out the most is that I was murdering people. I do know that they were people whom apparently were planning to do harm to me or those who I am close to. It was beyond...
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Weed
Isn’t it weird that I smoked it last night for the first time since I’ve been on this medication (10 months).. and it made me feel more relaxed than anything?
Just find it interesting.. that’s all.
I promise to write something important next time.
I hope you all had a jolly Christmas. :)
“Perhaps some day I’ll crawl back home, beaten, defeated. But not as long as I...”
– Sylvia Plath
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And there will come a time, you’ll see, with no more tears And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears Get over your hill and see what you find there
Well I’m scared of what’s behind and what’s before
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Absence
It makes the heart grow fonder, or so they say
I can’t help but feel like this is all beginning to self destruct
It comes to an end.. two people left with broken hearts.. left to pick up the pieces that remain of a love strained
This is why I made a vow, to never let myself be vulnerable to that emotion like I once was
I fear it.. that L word that creates both tragedy and beauty amongst...
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On a side note
I’ll be getting back to blogging here a lot more frequently, I’ve found that since I’m not going to therapy, writing has helped me greatly in terms of expressing myself. I don’t actually talk to anyone about my issues, as I believe I sound like a broken record..
The support I’ve received since starting this blog on Tumblr has been immense. I can’t even begin to...
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I look at old photographs
that make me wonder what happened to this girl that I used to know
who was so full of optimism, always inspired by creativity, whom believed in love..
unfortunately..she’s been in repair for a very long time now and has been working on getting better
we all know that the struggle is difficult, but in reality, the healing itself is perhaps the greatest battle of all
you realize...
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Numb
There are days where you think you’ve conquered it
That you’ve faced your demons, your greatest fear(s)
But then it all comes back to haunt you one day
The numbness sets in
You realize that you are not free yet
You have not completely won the battle against yourself